Oh my goodness, school hasn't been a joke. I've been having at least 1 submission each week, for this week there are 2 submission on Friday and it's been exhausting, hence no updates at all here :'( I fell sick over the weekend and it was so horrible. I had to complete work but I was just so tired and didn't have any mood at all.. Sobs and cries so much~~

We had our internship preference ranking choice completed a few weeks ago, and I'm really just putting my faith in God on where I'm gonna go. I did put into consideration not to burn my weekends because I really don't wanna miss church! I'm really hoping I do get into radio, because it's really one of my top favourite modules and I enjoy talking so much haha! Radio internships won't allow us to go on air but I don't care, it'll be so awesome to get to go for events and be part of a radio station! :-)

The twins and I have just recently (like yesterday lol) been welcomed to join YF comm and be a leader in YF! It's really exciting to be a leader, but yet it scares me. I know how I always encourage my peers who are becoming leaders in their own youths, to not be afraid because of their age and not let anyone look down on them (1 Timothy 4:12). But somehow I cannot apply this verse to myself. It's like my knowledge isn't there and it's so freaky because now I'll have to make decisions for a subcomm (like the overall decision). But I'm really thankful for this opportunity because this subcomm that I'll be taking (Mercy Ministry) is kinda like CIP, but it's more like an avenue for YFers to be involved in the community while bearing in mind the purpose of it in a Christian perspective. Quite excited for next year, I do have a small plan on what I wanna do for YF through this ministry, but idk what I'm gonna do for next year... Nonetheless, change is gonna come next year and who knows, maybe change is good!

Sorry this is so so boring and full of words I cannot stand it too, but I promise I'll try to upload photos soon :( This sem is killing me I don't like to code or write I just want to sleep in bed and watch friends all day everyday~ 保重朋友们!