Hello, so I think this post is gonna be a little 'depressing' and down, but I just need to really get this off my chest. So I'm sorry beforehand.

I think this statement is over-rated, or something along the lines of: we need to let some people go in our lives sometimes in order to live a better life or something.. It is cliche and I totally understand how this statement can be very irritating, but I think I really understood it today.

A good friend of mine (let's name her X) has been on good terms with me since I was in secondary school. I confided in X many times and she was a really good listening ear, occasionally giving me advice that was really helpful! But subsequently, she started to get all weird ever since something happened in her life. I knew about her moodswings and even in group chats, sometimes her replies were something I really didn't like. When we went out as a group (let's call this group XXX), she was also very indecisive at times. One time we were supposed to meet XXX at a restaurant/pub, and the whole XXX was on time! except her. She was 1h++ late and if you know me, I absolutely hate people being late. If I would to be late, I would inform my friends that I'll be roughly x minutes late but you don't just not say anything and turn up 1h late, expecting the whole world to accommodate to your every need. I rarely meet up with her now because of our different schedules, and she did promise me certain things which she never ever got down to doing it. (Guys, here you better watch out, because girls can have an extremely good memory when it comes down to promises) I think I can never understand her anymore, and even if I try, it's exhausting because I know she's not going to put in an effort and make her promises so there's really no point anymore.

Sorry if I'm being petty here, and I'm really sorry for typing this post. I guess what I wanna say is that I still care for her, and yup I'll be concerned about what's happening in her life, but I think I'm tired of trying already. Memories are something that are meant to be kept, and I guess I'll just leave it as it is. But if people don't bother to try or care, then I'm done trying too.